[It would be nice to have a point in his life where he didn't need to be ready to defend himself at any moment. For a short time he'd had that with the Wardens, but when Jonas left so had his protection. To no longer have to fight...]

It means a great deal. I'm not going to give up on that chance. If that was how I did things, I only would have escaped from the Circle once.

[He's tired, but he's not done.]

I want it too much. And while I've spent the whole of my life fighting and don't see that changing, I'd not mind if you were right and I was wrong. If it would stop, or if someone would actually care.